“Mtima Woyera Uwona Choonadi”

Oweruza olemekezeka, achibale okondedwa, masana abwino nonse!Ndine Zhang Xuemeng wochokera ku Chaoyueba.Lero, ndabwera kudzapereka mutu wanga wankhani wakuti, ‘Mtima Woyera Uwona Chowonadi’, kugogomezera kufunikira kwa choonadi m’moyo.

Mwina ndilibe luso lapadera lolemba, koma ndikufuna kugawana nanu nonse nkhani yowona ya zomwe ndakumana nazo.Ndikudabwa kuti ndi angati a m'banja lathu la Tengte omwe ali m'badwo wa 90s?Kodi mungaganizire malipiro a ntchito yanu yoyamba?Kodi pali amene angaganize kuti ndimapeza ndalama zingati pantchito yanga yoyamba pamwezi?Ndili ndi zaka 18, ndinayamba kugwira ntchito n’kuyamba kuphunzira kukonza galimoto motsogoleredwa ndi amalume anga, amene anakhala mlangizi wanga woyamba pa ntchito.Chosangalatsa ndichakuti m'modzi mwa anzanga amene wakhala pakati panu ndi 'm'bale' wanga wamng'ono - ndi Xiao Ye.Ndikugwira ntchito limodzi ndi Xiao Ye, ndidakumana ndi zovuta zaukadaulo.Mlangizi wanga nthaŵi zambiri ankandiuza kuti, ‘Ukakumana ndi mavuto, usachite mantha.Ngati muchita mantha ndi kubwerera m'mbuyo, ndiye kuti mudzaluza.'Ngakhale kuti ndinadzipereka kwa zaka ziŵiri kuntchito imeneyo, m’kupita kwa nthaŵi ndinalephera kuumirira.Ndinkaona kuti ndikugwira ntchito yauve komanso yotopetsa kwambiri, kupirira zokhumudwitsa za makasitomala tsiku lililonse.Choncho, ndinaganiza zofufuza mwayi wina padziko lapansi.Komabe, zimene ndinapeza zinali aphunzitsi nthaŵi zonse, phunziro lililonse likundiphunzitsa china chatsopano.Komabe, mosasamala kanthu za ziyeso zambiri m’moyo, ndinaona moyo monga chikondi changa choyamba.

Paulendo wonsewu, sindinafooke.Ndisanalowe ku Tengte, ndinali nditagwirapo ntchito zosiyanasiyana - zomanga, monga kapitawo pakampani, pamizere yolimbikitsira kupanga, ngakhale kuyendetsa ma forklift.Ngati ena akanatha, inenso ndikanatha, ndipo ngati sakanatha, ndinkafuna kutsutsa.Nthawi inathamanga kwambiri.Ndinalumikizana ndi Tengte mu Ogasiti chaka chatha, ndipo m'miyezi yochepa, pakhala chaka kuchokera pamenepo.Ndinafunsira ntchito yophunzira kupukuta zitsulo.Linali vuto latsopano komanso luso lomwe ndinali ndisanakumane nalopo.Patsiku langa loyamba kuntchito, ndikuwona amisiri aluso akugwira ntchito mosamalitsa pa chinthu chilichonse, manijala wa fakitale anandifotokozera mbali zofunika za kukonza zinthu, zofunikila mwaluso, ndi njira zachitetezo kwa ine.Panthawiyo, ndinaganiza kuti, ‘Izi sizikuwoneka zovuta.Ndi nkhani yokhala ndi manja basi, eti?'Koma nditayamba kugwira ntchito, ndinazindikira kuti ngakhale kuti ntchitoyo inkaoneka yosavuta, inali yovuta kwambiri kuigwira.Pano, ndikufuna kunena kuthokoza kwanga kwa woyang'anira fakitale yathu ya ngwazi ndi alangizi onse mu dipatimenti yopukutira.Anandisintha kuchokera ku novice kukhala munthu yemwe adatha pawokha kumaliza kukonza mafelemu agalasi.Ndili ndi ngongole yopita patsogoloyi chifukwa cha malangizo a alangiziwa komanso chilimbikitso kuchokera kwa atsogoleri athu.
Mu April chaka chino, pamene ntchito pa lalikulu chubu brushed zosapanga dzimbiri galasi chimango, chinachake chinalakwika mu imodzi mwa magawo, chifukwa rework mosalekeza.Kunena zoona, zinasokoneza khalidwe langa.Pofika madzulo, ndinapita kwa bwana wa fakitale n’kumuuza kuti, ‘Sindikufuna kugwira ntchito yowonjezereka usiku uno.Ndikufuna kupuma pang'ono.Kukonzanso kwamasiku ano kwasokoneza mzimu wanga.'Nthawi yomweyo, bwana wa fakitale anandilola kuti ndipite popanda kukayika.Kenako anandiuza kuti: 'Kupumula maganizo kumakupatsani mwayi wovomereza chilichonse.'Kumva mawu amenewa kunandisangalatsa mtima.Panthawi imeneyo, ndinatsitsimutsidwa.Ndikaganizira za nthawi imene ndinali pansi, ndinkadzifunsa kuti, 'Kodi n'chiyani chimandichititsa kuti ndipitirize kugwira ntchito imeneyi?'Tsopano, ndikumvetsetsa kuti ndi kasamalidwe ka umunthu ku Tengte, kuphunzirana ndi kuthandizana pakati pa anzanga, komanso kuyang'anira mosamala kwa Director Qiu.Kuti titsirize kulankhula kwa chaka chino, ndikubwereka mawu kuchokera kwa Kazuo Inamori: 'Mfungulo yachipambano ili m'malingaliro anu.Pokhapokha posintha malingaliro anu kuti akhale abwino momwe mungathetsere kuthekera kwanu kwakukulu!'

Ndizo zonse zomwe ndiyenera kugawana nazo.Zikomo nonse chifukwa chomvetsera.